Yeah2 cos its the purest of all the month sure ....
But theres just this bliss, unperturbed, special, unexplained calm feeling irking in the air=Which make you feel wholesome
The spirit of togerness when we fast, when we do our night prayers *terawih* with the lepak session after that, when we see geylang serai lit up...while we wait for aidilfitri...haiz
AND its the only time I can eat together as a family...
*which is nice! and i want it fr my own family EVERYDAY in future*
During sahur *morning eating session b4 fasting*,
with the half dead aura, 'wakeupfromsleep' face, salivation stains accompanied by the silence and calmness of the dawn just to eat.....i wont be surprise if i bite my own fingers while eating one of these days....:like zombies forced to eat hehe
During dusk while breaking fast,
The kitchen is in a hectic BUSY state with my mum as the supervisor, we would help put the dishes, dates,drinks,kuehs on the table (the only time our kitchen is like an expressway)
i would agitatedly sit OR stroll to and fro around the dining table while waiting fr the azan and drooling when looking attentively at the sumptious meal prepared by MUM on the table. This is accompanied by the surprisingly nice feeling of hearing the radio ads, Nasyid songs and Uztaz lectures.
As soon as the Azan is heard, everyone rushes to pick a date *the fruit* which just blasts a surge of sweetness and enerygy into your mouth! again this is unique to this month!
My mum rocks! she wakes up the earliest to prepare food for sahur, prays, clean the house, go to the mosque fr classes, back to cook for iftar, prays, and it repeats.... Shes a superwoman! I hope my wife is just like her
*thats bull! girls nowadays are different-only eat and sleeep! sori!! u noe its TRUE!*
But serious the feeling i have now is incomparable and unexplainable
not as thrilling as LOVE but definitely a more peaceful feeling...different but similar though....
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