I realized that i have many alter egos (acting differently with different scenarios,people,time)
Its totally normal and different from the dangerous Split personality diorders or sorts which you have no recollection of how you act....
However in both cases, the subject has no real control over how they act

Sometimes im moody, quiet and sulky while other times and a happy, chirpy,excited bee....
Sometimes i can be gullible,childish and blur while other times i can be serious, focus, intense

All this has brought me to think: If i have so many characters which i act differently at different moments and with different people, WHICH IS MY TRUE SELF???

Soooo, the Professor in me gave me the answer!
Its the time when im with my close loved ones and few Bestfriends! (not with other friends though) when my TRUEST FORM emerge and i like my truest form best!
Its surprising confident, talkative, chirpy, balanced (i guess cos i noe i wnt be judged with my loved ones)

This kinda scares me cos that means, only my 5 family member, 1 favourite cousin, 2 bestfriends have seen the full extent of my real self!!!
But thats just the way it is and i cant control it, my real self is shy and it will only come out to play when it is assured trust and acceptance :)

So if you have the same problem, make sure you know who your real self is!

:)