I saw the MOST BEAUTIFUL girl (in singapore's context & muslim context) EVERRRR
while visiting relatives during hari raya....
shes mixed malay and indian and arab
I cant even make myself look into her eyes, or utter a word, all i could do was sit look like a dumfuck haha=thats how beautiful she was
(*this has nvr happened!i think my self esteem is going even lower)
maybe You all will say ala muhd, maybe shes just YOUR TYPE- well i dont really have a TYPE
my heart just knows what it likes when it sees it......
she really pulled the benchmark level way up high!
But shes 21 and i have some blood ties with her....haiz
(*i didnt know she was my cousin till today?! how can that be?! shes my far far cousin la)
And she is a successful girl, in NIE, becoming a teacher soon.......wahlau she seems so perfect
1 thing only, she didnt wear a scarf so dont know if shes religiously stable if i may say.......
Dear god, im not asking for much, just make my heart feel apeace with my jodoh ok and that shes a nice and caring wife who loves me fr who i am and who loves you god...... :)
Maybe i should stop looking at girls and focus on my Airport Admin notes, how i wish the notes is as attractive......:'-(
k update tmrw kay!
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