The night when FEMALES are the root of evil

Okay its 7.30am, i just reached home from a nightout with my classmate. But i just had to blog abt wat i just gone through, P.S. sorry fr being honest here (boys will be boys as much as they dont admit it, at least im honest) , i just want to look at my archive in the future *hopefully a better man" and see how i am NOW.....

MANY things happened today but if i had to summarise the night, it will be with "FEMALES (some only, not all, only th Hot and seductive and flirty and etc ones) ARE THE ROOT OF EVIL"

It started with an innocent outing of a movie,*SALT* then headed to Clarke Quay to sightsee the drunkards, atmosphere and clubbers fr fun....

Next, we sat at Yellow Jello and then we persuaded the two 17 yearold kids to use fake IDs and try to get into rebel and they concurred and yea 1 thing led to the other and we were CLUBBING. *im No clubbing virgin anymore sadly"

well lets just say, now, i know why some people are ADDICTED to clubbing.

I feel thanful; i suck at dancing cos if i could dance well, i might be hooked tooo.

YOU GUYS KNOW WHY CLUBBING IS NICE?

dancing?

music?

NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

ITS THE FREAKING GIRLS!!!!

my oh my the Hot girls there are the only thing that kept me inside.

their sex appeal accompanied with revealing clothing and boadacious curves, flirtatious glares and sexy dance moves are too overpowering for my iman sadly....i dont know if its my IMAN, my self control, my raging teenage hormones, or that im sick BUT I never felt so helpless

seriously,if u all can read my mind now, cos no words can explain.

there was this HOT chinese girl wearing hot pants and high heels which was moving to the groove and as much as i tried not to stare, my eyes are just glued to her hips (sorry fr being too honest)...

i THINK that hot girls are the biggest weakness a guy has :(

(thats the one and only nafsu of a guy anw)

to all HOT GIRLS: please be more responsible of ur beauty, its something precious and not to be flaunted, but to be kept nicely fr the ONE and not fr the rest of the world to have a sight and taste of and definitely NOT fr rooting to EVIL thought or deeds. :( :( :( arghhh!!!!! im so pissed now when i think of it

haiz, but i hope this is the first and the last though, i felt, am feeling and will be feeling guilty....

Other things that happened:

1. stalked by a drunkard at 5 am
2. 2 'gays' grinding each other at the platform
3. saw my cousin smoking and wearing revealing clothing when all this while i knew her as a nice, pious muslim :(
4. Realised that they were many trannys in singapore :(
5. Realised im still JUGEMENTAL- as i magically see devil horns protuding from everyone at clarke quay :(
6. Realised my iman is weaker than i thought and that temptations beat me down easily :(
7. Realised that Malays are common staffs/patrons at bars, clubs sadly :(

Haiz, ALOT OF unexplained things running in my mind now which i just cant put in TYPING format....

In short, i feel guilty, i hope that this is a one time thing, i hope i will change fr the better, i hope my iman can be stronger, i hope that i see girls as ugly and i hope the priti/hot ones act more responsibly....but thats my problem! i just hope bt never ACT haiz! pray fr me people, i reli wan to be a better person and muslim and closer to my creator :'(