Worst way to miss

CONGRATULATION NATASSJA.......may ur realtionship last with the hero hindustan woots:D :D :D must joget hindustan with him kae
and also gd luck in ur journey fr a better future....pape nd math tution kepe picit aite

this is another beautiful girl who ive never met (okayy once lol) but never fails to make me smile.....i voiced out what i felt to date and Nat, u listened attentively even if its bloody damn emo,mushy and boring, i truly appreciate it.....its been a long time since i chatted with u Nat...IMY like mad- U AH BZ AND SOMBONG lol....but yeah glad that u came back......u cheered me up and made my day, made me feel at ease and peaceful....cos u sumhow understand me and i cn be my whole self with u too no nd where any masks? kinda wierd bt yeah!

when i get my license ah will be best buds ok.....

Im glad that god made us friends.....cos without u nat, life will be so much different :D
and seriously IM OKAY xie xie nandri thank u terima kaseh for ur concern: IM STRONG LA dont play play

okay and stay happy dont get ur heart broken please please dont! it hurts
u noe i noe we both noe :P okay adios tc!

sorry not been a good fren cos if im nt there fer you....im still here ALWAES kae


and a shouout to nicol!!! i passed all ur tests....all 3 of them blueks
and i have to say ur another person whom i least expect that made me happy!!!!
made me laugh2 smile2 and do stupid things sampai terjatoh uh!
so i have to say thank u terima kaseh xie xie nandri to u too
hope everything on ur side is okat DONT BE SAD okay, im here to help when u nd me

alhamdulilah for 1) MSN 2)CHAT BUDDIES 3) FRIENDS
lol okok bye bye serious i wanna sleep la, i noe im depressed bt tidor tetap tidor okay

THE WORST WAY TO MISS SUM1 IS TO SIT BESIDE THEM AND KNOW THEY CAN NEVER BE YOURS.......or any variation ah to talk or chat with them and act as if i dont love u and i love sum1 else......woah thats hard cos she reads my blog, i cant escape.......so had to lie and divert the love to sum mystery character even though im refering to her WOW complex much? just cudnt tel straight how perfect u are cos its jus wrong now........

but for me, im happier like this, at least i can see her and help her and be around when she needs me.....so yeah u people judge


and yeah just couldnt tell you and wouldnt tell you.....but will alwaes be here for u :D some things are better off left unsaid